Pegasus, what a scary prospect! I hope that your T can see how much you still need therapy IMO if you think you need therapy, then you do). I don't know how the NHS works but, like others have said, even if he terminates, couldn't you still get someone else with comparable credentials? I know that still wouldn't replace someone you've trusted and poured your heart out to for 6 years though. I hope you're able to find peace and healing.