(((((((((((((((((((((lyn))))))))))))))))))))))) I can understand the urge and want to cut. But there are other coping mechanisms out there that are not so destructive. I think you have a great plan and hope you can keep to it. I think it is great that your t supports you enough to have you call. He is really just trying to keep you safe. I am sorry you are in this place. I am thinking of you.

BB