Hey everyone. I'll post the details tomorrow. I told him about the SI right away-- we talked about how much of an effort (or lack thereof) that I had made to connect to our relationship when I was overwhelmed with the feelings (that was the important part of the deal-- not so much the # of cuts, but the effort I made to connect). He said he would have no problem kicking me out if I wanted to leave (hahahaha), but didn't really think anything would get accomplished that way. He said the deal is still going to stand, and that I have to be more mindful of trying to reach that connection during those moments. Overall, it became one of the most fun, playful sessions we have ever had. I will post more detail tomorrow cause my sister is on her way from NY. I absolutely cannot wait. She called me a couple hours ago and said, "I'm coming over. I'm on my way."