thank you for your replies ... i did ccancel the appointment
i have been depressed since but at least we did not have the expense hanging over our heads.
i have been depressed since because she is the only one that really deals with dissocitive issuse.
i have alot of neurological stuff going on too that she would have been helpful with but .. no need to fret over it anymore since i cant go to her.
my pdoc wants me to talk to my regular doc about going thru conitive testing and some brain scans to check me out. so will do that.
she thinks that there is something going on that we may be missing ..medically.

<font color="#880000"> </font> And the days go by....
like a strand in the wind
In the web that is my own...
I begin again
Said to my friend, baby...
Nothin' else mattered..