ECHOES, that sounds like a really hard session. ((((hugs))))
It's interesting that you wanted more silences and your T kept interrupting them. It seems like often it is the client who can't sit comfortably in the silences, but that was not the case for you.
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I had no energy for the anger and it felt wrong, unjustified and out of proportion
</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">That is an uncomfortable feeling.

I can definitely relate to that. I don't get angry often, but when I do, it usually feels wrong and unjustified. ECHOES, does it ever feel right for you?
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Because then T will see that part of me.
</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">I hope some day you can share that part with your T. You will not lose her if you let her see.
I agree with your T, you are very smart!