no, i think i would have the easier job, but the hard part is being able to feel cared about. it's not hard to care about someone you already care about, but accepting someone caring about you, when you feel useless and thrown away, and not just by one person or in one area of life, and you hate yourself, and there is no place safe, is much harder
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