You know I work 10 hours a day for peanuts. I struggle to pay my bills keep a roof over my childrens heads, food on the table ect. My brother works a week and makes 2 grand, but yet never has a dime to his name, he's always asking for money "I need 20 bucks so I can put gas in my car to get to work", I fall for it everytime! I'm so stupid. He has made more then this at times, up to five grand in one week (he's a contract welder) and he doesn't have a house or any place of his own, can't keep a vehicle on the road, his girlfriends mother financially supports his kids. He should be living in a 500,000 dollar house. How is it even possible to spend that much on drugs and alcohol.

I'm not jealous of him, I love my brother. I just wish he didn't take himself for granted. He has the ability to make much more then what he's making now and he throws it all down the toilet. So much talent! If he wasn't a foot taller then me I'd just.... I just want to shake, beat, smack some sense into him!

Like I said