I got an email reply from him! Shocked the heck outta me, LOL! I think he seems to be ok with the emails. And he said that he will check on me if he sees me. I'd mentioned that he/other cops might want to do that because I could have used a trustworthy "babysitter" one day, and I would have actually volunteered and given the cop any items that I could potentially use to harm myself for 24 hours. I had just the "right" bad mood that I would have offered it and brought it up myself--I was feeling that bad! I normally am scared to ask for help. I think it doesn't feel like I'm asking for so much help if I just ask someone to hold on to the things for me. I am hoping that by doing it this way, maybe even eventually I will be able to always have these things with me and not ever use them in a bad way. Like teaching myself how to use them properly again? Hope you get the idea.