Can someone please reassure me that I'm not the strangest creature on this planet? I suffer depression, OCD, anxiety, & Tourette's, & I had 2 strokes @ age 5, & I was @ risk for autism, but it turns out I'm not.

Ever since I learned how to talk, I've always had social issues. Never included, invited, or accepted to social functions. People always feel like I'm not good enough for anything pertaining to competition. There's always someone "better" than me. I received lots of abuse. My family hates me & wishes me dead, & if I ask them why, they try to strangle me to death.

When people see me in their presence, they scream "Ahhh!" & run for their life. I'm 24 (be 25 next month) with a BA college degree in Spanish. I'm disabled. No one wants to help me find a job, not even my Voc. Rehab. counselor.

I don't do anyone anything. People choose ME to pick on for no reason! Nothing I do or say makes sense to anyone. Anything I do or say is the strangest thing they've ever witnessed. I don't even feel human. & I hate when people think I'm paranoid. I'm not.