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Cthomas said:I feel broken and beaten. Like the pretending is over. I am nothing.

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we gotta fake it till we make it.... right? someone said that. you're gonna make it. one of these days. i know it sux right now. *man i konw*. but one day you're gonna come right through and be surprised. hugs to you