but not new to drinking. I just started again - have every day now for ....mmmm 2 weeks? i think. including now. dunno quite what i'm doing in here. but needed to post. i'm really not allowed to drink medically - totally off the list. but right now i don't give a dingle about it. in fact, i almost don;t give a dingle about my md - who i used to practically worship. i am THIS close to cancelling ALL appointments - with T, with MD... with everyone. I don't seem to care anymore so it is senseless to have them care and try so hard. Whooooeee i am not much of a drinker any more, and this mixed one is not doing any better ffor me than last night. i'm gonna have to call it quits for now.
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