Welcome to PC!

You've found a great supportive community that has always been here for me through the highs and lows. I'm sorry things are going so badly for you when evening approaches. Have you considered seeing a therapist and/or psychiatrist to perhaps help with the overwhelming anxiety? I've found both quite helpful.

So glad you're here,please keep us updated! If you have any questions or concerns anytime, please PM me.

Take care,
Dee