Reassure yourself that your feelings are absolutely normal for the circumstances. This is the first time you have let your boy go. That's hard for any parent and especially so if you have fears of him wondering off. Tell yourself that he is in good hands and with properly trained staff. I hope after a while you will be able to learn to relax and enjoy your free time.
Good luck with T.
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