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myskycastle said:
All I know is that about a year ago I was completely in love with life and had so many plans. I was super organized kept track of everything. May have been mania? Now I have panic attacks everyday. The other night downed a bottle of Nyquil just to sleep because I didn't want to exist - but I didn't want to die. Everything feels hopeless and my mood changes at the drop of a hat. ....Now I'm just sitting in my bed crying wondering whether or not I actually WILL wake up tomorrow, or if I will just stay in bed all day like I did last Sunday.

I just don't know how I let it get this bad. I used to handle things so much better. I don't know if it's just something that needs to pass and then it will be ok, or if I should seriously do something about it. Anyone else feel like this?

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Every word you said in the quoted statements echoes to me. It mirrors how I feel at the moment. You're not alone, okay? It sucks. I'm 20 and I have to stop University because I can't even drag myself to school. I shake and get anxious. I got scared of people, and got ashamed of my failure at life. Life sucks.

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