{{{{{{{{{{everyone}}}}}}}}}}} thank you. Last night was really difficult. I ran off copies of the poetry, as far back as 5 years ago, and I am going to bring them with me to my appt. today.

My new T needs to see this side of me, and the poetry will certainly make sure of that. I just wish I knew when I started blocking all this pain and how to deal with it now. I have to work through it, but I don't know if it is better to just keep functioning.

Thanks for the concern and support everyone.



Mary Alice