Hey DPM,
Sorry you ended up in the seclusion room.
Yeah, I think intrusive thoughts of self-harm are routine for us major depressive types. I used to carry the big S around in my back pocket as my ticket out of here whenever I needed it. It's a horrible way to live however, faced with that decision constantly. So, I gave it up. But, I do still get the intrusive thoughts and fight 'em like hell.
You keep fighting too, honey. I meant that in a positive way.

Don't be trying to take down any of the nurses! Or, they'll put you right back in seclusion.
Are they working out your meds too, I hope?
I'm really glad to hear from you! Please keep letting us know how you're doing when you can.
Love and prayers,
Okie