Well, they tried to sedate me with a combo of haldol, ativan and something else...it did not even my make tired--nothing was able to calm me down. So, if I get agitated like I was last night, I don't know what they will do. I am hoping to eventually sleep without having to take something like haldol.

I have been here for a week--the days and nights are starting to all run together. Day, night...it does not seem to matter anymore. I just sleep whenever they give me the drugs. And I eat whever they give me the food.

My intrusive thoughts have been a little less demanding the past few hours. I also managed to shower and get dressed.

Well, I am starting to get overwhelmed...time for me to go.

I hope you all are doing well.....