First time going by myself (my friend didn't come).

It was good. I didn't feel as awkward, but still a little bit. Had some coffee, chatted with a couple of people.

I really identified with the speaker, whether I wanted to or not... but I don't know if I like the label "alcoholic". I know I've got addictive tendencies though, and an addictive personality...

My friend told me that I should go to another 3 more meetings to decide whether or not this is the right thing for me. I'm kinda not wanting to go elsewhere, since I've already met a few people at this location. But I might... just not right now. I still need support from people I actually know now.

Anyways... yeah. I'll go to another 3 weeks worth of meetings (aka 3 meetings) and then decide if this is a good place for me, or maybe CODA, or maybe Al-Anon. Who knows... I just like not feeling totally alone. But I still feel really young compared to most of the other members there.