<font color="purple"> It's the kind of anxiety that I only feel
When "the others" are near by
Even wrote a poem too
But then I conviced myself
About how STUPID I was being
Stressing out about
Something that is clearly non-existant
Something, that has no choice but to not be real
Well...poof! the anxiety was gone
But...
a feeling of sickness remains
I still don't understand
What is happening to me...
Or why I have to be so stupid sometimes
Oh boy...
Here it comes again
the fear...

promise
you
wont
hate
me
when
I
post
were
I
don't
belong
,okay?
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