I, personally, am in no way calling your T unprofessional. I understand the idea of him allowing you to stay.

As a reader I was voicing my opinion of concern in the fact of him allowing you to do this. The contract has helped you, obviously, for not SI'ing for 5 weeks. I just am concerned, if he let you slide this time, what stops it from happening again is all.

I know your T and you will sort this out between yourselves, where it's supposed to be sorted. Please do not feel my comment is an attack on your relationship - I was just genuinely concerned about what such a "slide" could mean.

I am, also, glad that the session did turn out to be playful and helpful. I just hope the contract to continue to be as strong as it was before to continue on recovering from self injury.