I'm still struggling with letting go.
I think he is seeing his "baby momma". The baby is 21 years old now and no one will confirm or deny what is happening. His horrible mother has been pushing this "broken love affair" for a couple of years now. She is always stirring up trouble and bringing up the past. He LIVES with her! (his awful Mommy) So, I think he is seeing her, I found out she is moving back to his small small community where they were first together. He still has sex with me. I have e-mailed them both to death today. Some one needs to come clean before I lose my mind altogether. My life has come to ruin because of this and I'm trying to get to a doctor tomorrow. I know it sounds crazy. It is....

Incidentally, she kept their son from him for 19 years and let him be raised by someone else. He is so stupid, he blames himself and I guess he is "in love" with her like his Mommy claims! God I hate them all!!!