Heart in pain

nasty words coming from my own flesh and blood
hitting you... forcing you to the ground
crawling in an endless tunnel
muddy and dirty from head to toe
still... only inside
outside... fighting with the power I do not have
a crushed heart seeing more than any eyes
"you are a w*ore, mom!" many times per day
"you are so fat!"
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and on it goes....

love is what I feel for him
a love that will never die
I would do anything for my guy
I love him...
and it hurts

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My son's doing worse again...
lying... cursing... aggressive...