Thank you for your understanding imapatient, most of my last session was talking about termination My T's view is that I have learnt enough to survive/cope, not that I know everything that there is to know about psychology but that I know enough. He made an analogy where he stated his case like this -

Last year my eldest daughter left home, I felt she was too young to do this and I was worried she hadn't finished her education. Normal parental worries that she would fall flat on her face. It turns out now, 9 months later that she is doing just fine, has her own place and is very happy. And I still see her from time to time. What T was trying to say was that it would be wrong/strange for someone to still be living at home (with parents) when they are 40.

I understand what he is saying but I have pointed out that I still have gaping psychological wounds that need to be attended to. My T is the only person that I ever talk to about my stuff, apart from PC, he is my only support. So from my point of view even talking about termination is very hurtful and painful. I will fight tooth and nail to stay in therapy, it's my life!