thanks (((pachyderm))) - i know some things are related to trauma and i need to work on that. but some things aren't. i'm also rather worried that lately my other parts have been silent.

well anyways, i went to see the psych nurse and agreed to go to hospital to fix my meds and get my sleep patterns right, nothing else. maybe i can ask for a refferral for psychotherapy there.

argh i can't write much, my concentration is really bad today.

edit: oh yeah she mentioned the hospital before i told her i had taken an od of seroquel... so i could "sleep for a long time" - it was seriously not a suicide attempt... i simply wanted to sleep for a very long time... stupid me...

oh well at least now i'm a "grand member".