Hi GP,

I read your post today on my email and on some levels I can relate to how much porn on the computer can 'take over' as It did so at one time for me as well.

As you said you do know it is not healthy for you and having identified that is a huge beginning. It was for me at least to be able to admit to myself that it was indeed a disruption in my daily life and went against what I believe in my own morals.

As you said you are not viewing porn anymore and for myself I had to make the same decision of not viewing it anymore. For me the biggest thing about it is the fact that with the stroke of a few keys the images appear. This for me is in such a way a huge temptation that still comes at me . I find it for me to had become an addiction and once I identified it as such I was able to do something about it as you have. I am not able to understand how it is going through this with being married only do know how much it can distress.

I would say, for me if I do give in and go to an adult site I stop myself conciousally and move on and start over and not allow it to consume me. Being a single male it gets to be in the mind at times only the fact of my guilty feelings after viewing it I remember and abstain from it.

You are on the right track from what I have read. Just wanted you to know you are not alone in this battle of the porn and the bad feelings that come after viewing it.

I wish you the best in your working all of this out and to be at peace within and to have the ability to slowly move away from the past shortcomings faced and each new day is one day further away from the past and the troubles it caused you. I wish you the best on this and the best of luck on moving forward in the direction you have chosen to be in your best interest.

Take Care and Best wishes- Kris