Hi everyone, I am home from vacation. I only cut about 6 times in one night, so it didn't happen every night. My aunt was concerned, but told her everything was fine and to PLEASE not tell my mom. So my mom must not of heard anything because she never confronted me. I did try and call my T. She is away on vacation so I wont't get to see her for a week and a half. Pretty frusterating, but I knew she was going to be gone when I got back. I do see my P doc on Wednesday though. I have a lot of people telling me I NEED to be in the hospital NOW! I don't know what to think about that, sometimes I think I should and others I don't. I start going back to work the 4th of August, and am really nervous ecpecially with all these new symptoms and new things happening to me every day. But I need to go back because I am totally broke. I can't go to the hospital because my boss will say "You had a month off to go to the hospital and now I can't count of you again". So am really scared, so am just going to stay out of the hospital and try and get better sooner than later. I know that's really not possible, but maybe it will work.
Thanks for listening.