I think how you handled being triggered in chat was great silver. Very proud of you.

How are you doing now? I hope that you can talk with someone trusted about your feelings at some point.

I hope you can keep the painful feelings separate from the actions of harming yourself based on other peoples words, suggestions or what have you. I LOVE reading about anyone in SI forum resisting and making it longer and longer each time between active SI. It is nice to read about ppl you care about struggling AND succeeding over something very difficult.

Rootin' for you silver.