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T e-mailed and called. We talked. It helped, I think. Helped me get out of the dark, panicky place for now, anyhow.

He said he still had my Friday time available. I told him that I was stuck - that I still wanted to run. He said "I would like to ask you to try something different, and not run this time, and come on Friday". I don't know if I'll go, but I think I will.

I feel kind of dissociated, but wanted to update and say thanks.