Your not %#@&#! stupid, and your certainly not taking up everyones time.

I think its fair to say most of us would feel lost in the same situation, if they are your biggest supporters its understandable that u'd feel alone - but we cant rely on others forever.

Your going to be okay you know, I know you feel this right now, but they are only worries, just accept the fact that its normal to feel like this and let those worries pass.

I hope you resisted your urges hun, I hope you remembered that hurting yourself is not the answer, and you dont deserve to be hurt in anyway.

Keep posting, you mean so much to alot of people heer at pc

babyg - xx