Im alot better thanks guys

(((((guys))))) - lol

I've had a think about things. Ive had a think about the way I blame myself for things - Ive got to undersstand that its okay to get angry/upset sometimes, and there is no reason to blame myself for it. It is what it is.

As for the self injury, It's almost been 3 months now (3 months!! and a few month ago I was struggling at a week!!), and Im starting to realise that harming myself is not the answer - its not going to make things better and there is no reason to punish myself for things.

I have a recovery bracelet coming soon and in a few days I can wear it with pride. Ive worked hard for that bracelet, and I dodnt want to ruin things by doing it the other night.

Hopefully it will stay that way for a while at least.

Things just got too built up the other night, it was just too much for me. but thanks to those who talked to me and listened to me rant, it really helped. Your all my saviours and I love you lots!

@ Colleen - Im sorry to hear you are having a rough time right now, are you okay??

babyg - xXx