Thanks fellowtraveler, i've been looking for someone... there has to be somebody... that will listen... and wont judge... but is hard to find.. I shouldnt be happy for this.. but i am: "...binging is a common accopanyment to anorexia...".
Im thinkin... maybe my college nurse could help.. but im afraid of asking, even with the binging (and im not vomiting or purging) i weight 70 lb..
.. Cant take this anymore!! i cant imagine how some people here cope with ED for such a long time!!! ..The good thing, is that i feel.. a little better, i believe in cognitive treatment.. perhaps.. i can recover and control myself again... (f$ck#&g survival instinct)...
Seriously, thank you...