Thanks again fellowtraveler!!!
That web site is great, i discovered a lot of things, and... yes, all of that sounds familiar... So, im about to kick the bucket, huh?.. is that what it means? ... I want to see a T, specially now that, panic attacks are changing the color of some parts of my skin ..
But.. i know that im binging cause... i do really eat a lot!! Even some of my friends are like.. '..i've never saw you eating so much!!'.. and i can feel my heart in my stomach, i get dizzy!!! that is like indigestion or something.. for abusing food... so.. i dont think is distortion.. is just... so much stress and anxiety, and most of all: frustration...
You too take care FT, and thanks again!!