Well, this has been an interesting thread to read. I came out transgender at the age of 27, and I am now 28. Although I identified as a gay man for most of my life, something still just felt wrong. It is like everything that I was doing to my body was trying to make it into a girl, for example, doing electrolysis on my face to remove my beard. I have always wanted to have sex with a vagina and have never used my %#@&#! during sex. I finally took the plunge and went on cross-gender hormones last year and will be having my genital surgery this coming January. As happy as I am to be going through this, I wish I would have had this courage to transition at an earlier age.

Cyrano, from your posts, it sounds to me like you could very well be transgender as well. I think you should seek out a gender therapist ASAP to explore this. There is only so much satisfaction that crossdressing and fantasizing can bring. If indeed you are transgender and begin a physical transition, I hope you do it soon because most all transgenders all wish we would have done it at an earlier date.

Tracy