Hi Waiyang, I'm weak too. and also Catholic.

That's good that you offer to give him the money and gifts back. Did he take them or did he let you keep them? Maybe after some time passes, he will realize that you love him - not for the money.

Good luck to you - keep praying and also look for a better job! Can you look while still working at your bad job?

(((((hugs)))))))
VoN