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I'm sorry you are having a rough time. Maybe if you can think back to the times you did good things for your daughter it will help you know you are not failing. That can be anything from getting her favorite cereal at the grocery store to giving her a hug and saying you love her. They might seem trivial, but they are major major things and she will remember that.

I so understand the feelings surrounding work. It's hard to work when things aren't settled. I wish I had some advice there for you. For me, if I can get totally involved in a project, I do much better. If you are the same, perhaps you can do that too. Even making a small project to be a mind consuming big one (at least in your brain) might help you stay focused and forget about the racing thoughts and bad feelings.

Do you journal? That often helps me spit stuff out of my brain so it's a little more calm.

Good Luck to you and keep posting. Know that we all care.