Ok ...please let me know... if you feel the same way....my PTSD..is from a childhood of sexual abuse...I use to be sacred and embarrssed...of what happened to me...I'm 22 now..and seeking help...I no longer feel scared or embarrssed..I'm just angry now!!! I'm so angry ....and i just don't understand...why me?..why anyone? I angry at my father doing the things he did...I'm angry at my mother for letting it happen to me...I'm angry..because I feel like NO ONE around me..understands....they just don't understand what I'm dealing with .... day after day. I feel and and alone on this matter...Is it ok for me...to want my parents to pay for what they have done??? Is it ok to hate them? Is it ok to still miss having parents? Even though..I had the worse parents in the history of parents...I still miss having parents...or maybe I just long for...parents I've never had...I dunno..anyone understand where I'm coming from? I feel so alone