((((((((((Silversparrow))))))))))))))

Okay, I need to clear up some things here:
- Feeling hurt and feeling abandoned and not liking people leaving doesn't make you childish. It makes you human, and it always hurts to see people leave. I feel the same way, I HATE people leaving me.
- You are NOT a screw up. You've made decisions you might dislike, but you're not a screw up for them. Once again, you're human.
- I feel lost sometimes too, like right now ... it doesn't help the situations we find ourselves in
- Guilt. Is a big bad ugly emotion that's hard to deal with. This is a hard question to answer... but as a kid, did someone make you feel guilty for asking for help, for existing, or for any other reason? Guilt sticks around much longer than it should a lot of the time
- Don't be sorry. You are not whining. You are not taking up anyone's time that they'd rather be doing something else. You are not responsible for other people's decisions. You can't control everyone around you. You are talking about your problems and your experiences - and that is OKAY. You may not be supportive in this exact moment, but we're human, again. Nobody can be supportive all the time. That's why T's have Ts... no "man" is an island. What we do impacts others, and we can't live in isolation. I know, personally, that you've helped me many times by replying to my posts. I've always appreciated it too.

You are a good person. You are struggling, but that's okay. You will make it through this, because I *know* you're a strong person, even if you can't see that or feel that way right now.

You're loved. PM me if you need to talk again, ok? I'm always willing to listen and you won't be bugging me because I'm asking you to PM me and I LOVE getting PMs from people, even if they want support.

Be safe.