I did hit it off with Susan. I emailed her today, mostly for information but also to thank her and tell her that I'm looking forward to working with her. I wasn't expecting a response but I got one within an hour. She was very helpful and encouraging. She has a DBT group that I can go to tomorrow night.

I had my final visit with my now former T. He admitted that he was rushed and short with me last time in called when I was in crisis. He even told me he didn't think it was his issue because it involved another provider. I wasn't asking him to mediate. I was calling him because I was freaking out and didn't know what to do to calm the feelings. He told me to get a full time job.

Anyway, the wrap up really showed me that he is out of touch with me I must not have done a very good job of communicating with him. After 15 minutes he shook my hand, said goodbye and I was out the door. He did say I could drop him a note if I wanted to. Not sure right now what the point of that would be.

I felt like I ended it well, but I'm certainly disappointed that it ended the way it did.

Good news is that I have my new therapist and I really have high hopes for getting some healing done with her.

Thank to all of you for the encouragement during this process. I'm glad to be moving on.