<font color="green"> i couldn't handle college, so now i'm back home with my parents. they keep pressuring me with their expectations. my mom asks me how many credits i need to graduate still. and my dad keeps throwing job ideas my way. and when it comes to money, my mom's fav line is "you owe me kid"! wtf.....
i can barely keep myself going from day to day. i have times when i can't get myself to eat... the mind games are brutal! plus thoughts of suicide are always in my mind (like i'd be less of a burden if i was not here).
so what should i do? if i show my parents the true downside of my depression, it will scare the hell out of them (it has everyone else). but they just don't seem to understand that this will take time and i just can't do what they are expecting of me.
any one - help please?! </font>