Hi and Thanks for all your replies ~ i feel for all of you and hope things become better for you - into awareness and how to move thru that awareness ...from what i am getting from you all is that anxiety seems to be the major key in all this ... the triggering point ..
i am on klonopin for anxiety but doesnt seem to really take all that away ... there must be a connection somewhere in my past with anxiety and being around alot of people that makes me dissociate so quickly ..? i am sure not every person in my past was abusive ..some were safe... just not many... still wish i knew what happened to us..maybe one day i will reach that part i dont know.