I'm okay, really. I think there are a couple people upset with me but that is okay. I'm a big girl I can take that. I'm not freaking out. Just wanted to apologize is all. When someone replies and shows me their sympathy, I feel I should ecknowledge it. But really I'm fine.

I soooo did not want to make this about me.

Thank you everyone for your replies and your re-asurance.