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But now I am scared that I really went too low. I feel horrible, I am getting a tightening in my chest, not quite pain and I am lightheaded.

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Please be careful! I would strongly encourage you to see a doctor ASAP and get checked out in case you have created a more serious health problem that needs to get treated immediately. Cardiac problems can result from anorexia. Go to an emergency room if you have to!

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I know I am in bad shape and I want help to fix how messed up my head is and I want to feel better physically but I am petrified about how much weight they are going to make me gain and how much I will have to eat.
I feel like I have lost my mind because I still want to lose weight before Monday comes and I still think I am fat.

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Yes, your perception of yourself and your weight is (way) off. Yes, please do get help. No, you are not 'losing your mind.' It is part of the disease and can be treated. Please do not be afraid to be healthy!

Take good care,
- ft