I don't currently have a T so I can't really try any of the advice out right now, but if I get one again I'll try to remember what you all said.

There is another thing I need help with. How can I talk to my mom about seeing a therapist? I'll try to bring it up and I'll tell her I am depressed and I think I need to go back to counseling and then she will say stuff like "Why are you depressed? You don't have anything to be depressed about. I don't think you need to go." It's almost like I need to pull some crazy stunt or something for her to believe me. Another thing is that when I was in counseling, after our sessions she would always ask me over and over what we talked about. If I wanted to talk to her about it, I wouldn't be in counseling!