Yay for distractions... you can make it through tonight. I believe in you, as does everyone else here.
Perhaps you need to find a way for the box cutter to *not* be around you at all... not sure how it would work, but harder to be tempted if it's not within your line of sight.
What are you going to do for fun or relaxation tonight to keep your mind off of things?
((((((((((((((((((Colleen)))))))))))))))))))