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My house is not a safe environment for me. And I was right. I got home on Friday night and I've SI'd twice. I just want to go back to camp so I can get better again. I'm going back next week, and then 2 weeks after that. But I don't know what to do with myself now that I'm home. I don't know how to protect myself.

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I share the same sentiment with you about the fear of going back home. In my case, I was forced to drop out of school and come back to University when I can handle myself already. My dormitory is a safe place for me. I hate home. I don't even call it a home, it's just a house with people. Now that I'm here, I don't know. I get anxious and paranoid. This isn't safe. ;[

Mandy, I hope you get the strength to battle this. I know you can ;]
Please be safe, and if ever you'll one time resort to SI, kindly find a way to divert your attention in other things.

<font color="purple">Clandestine</font>