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does anyone have any suggestions on trying to handle the horrible empty feeling you are left with when you lose a child and how you can possibly try to start again. My only child, my whole reason for being was being a mom, and since his death this march i feel lost. All of the wonderful things I will never experience like be a grandma, seeing him marry a woman he loves, calling & needing my advise even though he might be 25 years old, and notice how men , boys when you see them on tv, what do they usually do, say I love u mom. All these wonderful things that ended for me on march 16, 2008. How do you even try to begin to be happy each day knowing part of my heart has died forever. The pain is so overwhelming, I would give my own life in a second just to bring him back, he had his whole like ahead of him, great things to contribute to this world & that day it was taken away just like that. How do you make it through now ? The pain hurts so bad, and why did he have to leave, I needed him in my life, he was my everything.