Hey Poppet, I'm glad that you're feeling better about this issue. And if you start to feel like this again, remember your own words... "We still love each other." I woulnd't be ashamed about telling his secret on here. Everyone has to have a place where they can talk about things that are bothering them. As a matter of fact, if you were ever to talk to him about this, you have the advise that was offered here to pick and choose from. Take care.