(tryinig to think if i have any doll clothes that will fit Benedict)... T sees me for free, so I daren't spend money on him lol. i guess i could make him a paper hat... like a witch or a prince crown... and cape.

Soli- my T will be gone when your T will be gone, too.

Like Pink mentioned - I am trying to figure out if no t would be better than half t... cancelling my next 3 appointments over the next 6 weeks, or not.
If i tell her all this, she will probably have me see an interim T...and I don't want to see that person, I don't think. This descision shouldn't be this dificult - yet I can't seem to make it.