(((((((((((((((earthmama))))))))))))))) That's great that you were able to write about it. I hope you can give letter to t. I'll wager that T already knows some stuff you're going to tell him but this will give him a clearer picture.

For me, I was so much in denial and so much unaware, or a combination anyway. I just knew I was crazy. My T kind of had to figure things out here because I wasn't able to say much. My awareness was pretty low and I was scared to death. All I could think of was that I was crazy and that T was going to find out. I found out that I wasn't crazy at all. I still feel crazy but now T can reassure me that I'm not- there are reasons for this. I wish I had been able to express more in the beginning. I went a lot of years just feeling crazy.

It sounds like, from your other posts, that T is already helping you. This is just another awareness so that he can help you more.

Good luck with this. Let us know how it goes.