Thank you all for your replies. I just dont feel right these days. I try putting on the front, but its wearing me thin. Went to see T yesterday and she said I look like I am at square one again. She actually looked stumped to say the least.

Im such a headcase my T is stumped. talented huh? I thought so.

Im working on getting through today. I made it through last night because of sleep. its seeming to be the only escape I have. 11 hours of sleep to forget im alive.

me